17 June - rain in the dark



from  Let It Enfold You

Poem by Charles Bukowski

https://www.poemhunter.com/poem/let-it-enfold-you/





Listening to the rain in the dark

 
 

Yes .

 
     It is all too much 
The radio is too much - they
Keep talking
And music has too
Many notes 
Swirling crescendos
Bangs and whistles 
Please give me
Rain in darkness
Then
 
Silence
As the world 
Turns slowly
 
 

Round



A G 17/06/2020





May Only ( Run out of names )


M O was for May Only ... She was my grandfather’s  sister and I used to go stay with her and her friend Kathleen in the holidays 
They were teachers at a girls school, May taught Maths and Kay taught Biology so they had long summer holidays too - 
We went all over the outskirts of Salisbury and into the New Forest - planting minature forests of seedlings in china bowls that we got from Bring and Buy sales and gathering samples of fungi and mosses - taking them back to the house and looking at them under microscopes and drawing what we saw. Insects too - whatever we could find and bring back. I still have a drawing of a mosquito larva which takes up a whole page

It was so sad  - people said - May had had a fiance but he was killed in the war - and after that there were just not enough men to go round - so sad.
That is what people said.
But I thought that their lives were such fun. 
And in the old photos they are always smiling 

I wish I had ever told them how much they taught me . But I never did .

May was the youngest of nine - all with strings of names but by the time they got to her - and her only a girl - the imagination and maybe the enthusiasm had run right out and being that she was born in May - that is what they decided to call her 

They took her to the preacher who had christened the rest of the family

What you want call this child ?
 
May
 
That all ?
 
May only
 
     And so she was christened - and that was that

And this is a true story - nobody believed it of course - the family was well known for competitively 
fanciful stories - but my father has seen her death certificate and swears that was the name that was on it in writing.


A G 17/06/2020

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